Strength in Love and Romance

Today Tamuna and I had a conversation that made me realise an odd thing about guys. Most guys would perceive this site as a sign of weakness. After all what kind of man talks about actually being in love and lets the whole world know about it. Most men would even have a good laugh at this site. Frankly I wouldn't care one bit. I have always been my own man and walked to the beat of my own drum, why stop now.

You see I don't see this site as a sign of weakness. I made a comment to her that in my love for her I have found more strength than you can imagine. I was telling her that I would risk everything to make her happy including my life. If anybody ever tried to hurt her I would literally tear them apart with my bare hands. Needless to say that really isn't a joke I never would let anybody hurt her. You see I don't think that having feelings for a woman makes you weak. If anything, loving somebody so much that you would fight the world for them gives you the strength to take on anything.

Love is Always Worth It

I must say that love really is always worth it. Tamuna and I had a fight yesterday and believe me there is nothing wrong with that. When you have a fight it is a good sign of just how much you love each other. During our fight never once did I lose site of the fact that she means the world to me. Quite the contrary when we were arguing, even though we were both upset and hurt, I knew that I loved her and that I wanted to spend my life with her. Just knowing that made is so much easier to see it not only from my point of view but hers. Needless to say, I must admit that this time around I was mostly to blame for the whole ordeal. Some people say that it is a matter of swallowing your pride to apologize when you are wrong or right. I beg to differ, when I know I am wrong it is a matter of pride to apologize. Rarely is it a matter of black and white, relationships always fall into the shades of grey. So it never hurts to apologize.

Having an argument is natural during a relationship. The key to having a healthy argument is realising that you truly love one another and communicating your feelings and listening to hers.

A Long and Painful Wait

We have been doing research into immigration so we can be together. After we are wed it seems we are going to have a very long wait until we can be together. This is really going to be painful for us. My love and I want to be together right now if we had a choice we would already be together. I only wish there was a way it could happen quickly but it seems that the laws have become so strict and so many people have tried to cheat the system, that now it is the ones that are really in love that have to suffer for it. The only thing that keeps me going is that she is worth every minute of this and I would not give her up even if I had to take on the world. So if anybody reads this post that is going through the same type of problem you truly have my sympathy. Love should never have to feel the burden of bureaucracy.

A Quote That Describes Our Love

Comte DeBussy-Rabutin
"Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great.”

With all of my heart I am glad that our love is great. Every day that we are apart it surprises me that I can love her that much more. Never a day goes by that I regret falling in love with her because we are apart. My only desire is that we will finally have the chance to be together always.

Sweet Everythings

I find it odd that people call the sweet things said to the ones they love "Sweet Nothings". It is in my opinion that if we put more emphasis on them being "Sweet Everythings" romance may have a chance to flourish. I tell Tamuna little love quotes and say sweet things to her all of the time. In my mind they are sweet things that mean everything to me. It truly warms my heart knowing that when I tell her those things they mean everything to her also. So I resolve myself to calling the sweet things I say to my angelozi "Sweet Everythings".

Thinking of Her

Tonight I find myself thinking of her. Have you ever loved somebody so much that you find them constantly on your mind. I wish we were together right now but I still have to wait until the end of the month to see her. What is worse is that I haven't seen her since September. We both hope things will get easier for us soon but sometimes the best things in life are the things that are the hardest. Though we will be together in the future it is still little comfort now. I even miss her telling me not to leave my clothes on the floor when changing out of them. A habit which I still have by the way. When we are together that is one she will have to keep telling me for awhile and I look forward to it.

A New Way to Learn

Today I was talking to Tamuna over IM when it hit me I am trying to learn to speak Georgian. To learn I told her that when she writes something to me she should write it in Georgian first. Then write it in English. I will then respond to her in Georgian if I can. As I see it this should make learning how to speak Georgian a little easier. Of course it is funny I will learn to read and write it first. I told her that when we are on the phone together she should do the same as a way for me to learn pronunciation. I have always had problems learning a new language and hope this method works.

Getting Prepared for Our Wedding

Lately I have been working extra hours to cover things so I can travel to Georgia in February for our wedding. It amazes me just how much I am looking forward to the day when we will finally be married. It has been consuming all of my time. I have never wanted something so much in my whole life and now that it is almost here I am all nerves and just want it to go perfect and smoothly.